Monday, December 7, 2015

I'm in New York and Dissociating Again

What happened to my city
Now that it's white from end to end 
So I don't mind leaving 
And anyway I'm old and it's expected that it grates with young voices shrill as giant angry mice spoiled on cheese?
Of course I love the hills trees leaves rabbits all that stuff that keeps me calm
But leaving this nuthouse knowing that any year now 
Guns are back 
And kids with black thoughts 
And the plastic bag people 
And cheap food and music
In spite of that eternal loop
That when it comes I won't be
Melding my own fears, thrills, eager love, young young young anticipation 
I'll be gone
Makes me weep.

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